Wednesday, November 6th, 2024
I assume I'll still be around to wake up and go to work
Yes, I did have a mini meltdown, okay actually a full-blown one when I was getting alert after alert about how the Supreme Court is raping our democracy and Trump is once again getting a free pass. I guess all the January 6th “protesters” should just all be given immunity. If this were any other “protest” and non-white, non-mad at Biden people were “protesting” at the capitol—would have been a MASSACRE. Dead bodies everywhere. People beaten, battered, abused, etc. Can you imagine a crowd of 90% non-white men climbing the Capitol walls and surviving? You’re just fucking ignorant if you think it would have ended up the same. Stick your head back into the sand. Even capitol police officers are disgusted. A motherfucker yeeted a fucking hammer right into the Capitol building, never ever heard about where that hammer ended up.
Biden is old and had a “bad” old man day, not like he “blew” the debate. The rapist blew it, but he’ll still get away with everything and become president again. Maybe then my job won’t even exist. I am still going to prepare my red cloak. Now what 12-14 states have 6-week bans on abortion? Get ready for 100,000s of unwanted babies. Before all this bullshit, 600,000 abortions were performed annually. Just imagine the child welfare system EVEN MORE OVERLOADED. It’s cool, the courts will just blame the social workers and throw them under the bus. Supreme court also has made it easier for large companies to bypass regulations. Sweet! Awesome! Oh and poverty is now officially illegal. I mean it already was. The disgusting way we treat the working class and the homeless. Every single one of us, 98% who make less than 500K a year, are one step closer to homelessness, not one step closer to rich. Wake the fuck up. If Trump wins and then the government just says fuck Medicaid and fuck the poor, I’ll be out of job. I won’t last one month with my INSANE rent out here. I’ll just end up in my sister’s basement. 1 month away from losing a place. No wonder we are all so stressed, we know if we are sick, get injured, accidents, we are fucked, cuz the FMLA and the disability never pays the same, and you will lose money and you will lose housing.
After the red mist started to dissipate in response to SCOTUS and the debate, I realized it doesn’t matter who wins Tuesday, November 5th, 2024 because I will still have to get up Wednesday, November 6th, 2024 and go to work, assuming Medicaid and community mental health continue to exist. What else am I going to do? Move to Canada? Well I am taking to some people in Europe online, maybe I can marry one of them and get the fuck outta here. When I tell my European friends how much I spend on healthcare every month + deductible + out of pocket, they are truly appalled. I told a Canadian dude that I get 3 weeks vacation and sick days every year (I’m lucky that this place doesn’t burn me out, first social work job every that didn’t) and he asked “that’s normal right?”. I said FUCK NO. Not normal at all. Most get 2 weeks with no extra sick days. Or nothing. No health insurance. No benefits. And they are just supposed to be grateful.
No our health insurance system is not a “free market”. Not for the 98% anyways. Until the administration in these companies stop making double-digit millions plus bonuses per year, I’ll never buy the whole “our system is complicated”. It’s bullshit to keep us sheeple. Was a truck passed me today with like 7 flags and like 4 said Trump. Literally felt my stomach churning. Ugh. Someone brought up RBG recently and said how maybe she should have stepped down so Obama could appoint another justice and blah blah. But isn’t it insane that the system is like that? She shouldn’t have to just leave early because we have some stupid way we pick justices. And since SCOTUS gave Trump a free pass for everything, if I even had a shred of respect for SCOTUS anymore, it’s gone. Truly disturbing.
Why are innocent people being murdered by our government and a bunch of serial killers are still alive in prison? Because “states rights”? Spare me. 1 out of 9 executions is of an innocent person. Truly shocking. Imagine the all-white juries that convicted black men in the past few decades based on circumstantial evidence, faulty eyewitness testimony and no real evidence. It is beyond horrifying. Trump ordered a 40-year old black men to be executed for a murder he was an accomplice for as an 18-year-old. So he was good enough to be murdered. And this innocent father that the Innocence Project is helping—he is also apparently good enough to murder. While serial killers are alive in prison. Because “states rights”. Fuck the family’s rights.
Stop the Oct. 17 execution of Robert Roberson, an innocent father (innocenceproject.org)
The car accident I was in in April I believe caused my left ankle to pop. I did fall down onto the driver side door and head was laying against it, car split open, when I came too. But then I didn’t pop it until late June. But nothing else makes sense since I was just sitting down when it happened and I’ve haven’t popped my ankle like that in years, maybe a decade. I figured I could add to my insurance claim, but when I thought about the process and what they would require? Meh, fuck it. Just been punished ever since that deer fucked up my life. Oh and the windshield is already cracked! Two months in! Windshields aren’t covered by any warranty of course, we all know this. Carvana royally fucked me twice already. Even the last guy I talked to “We have your interactions documented, and it was our fault, blah blah blah”. But now I have to rectify their mistake and wait to get reimbursed. They should do it, but they won’t. More punishment. Some psycho almost killed me yesterday. They didn’t get in trouble, I even had the plate number, doesn’t matter. I called 911 and they transferred me after I told them the plate since it was county, they kept interrupting me, then the next person asked for the plate again. I was driving and frantic due to the psycho, ask the other call center bitch the plate #. What did I expect? Nothing will be done. Just like my 4 hit-and-runs I’ve endured. Might as well be legal. Burglary might as well be legal since they are rarely caught.
When this car shit was happening, I reached a whole new level of rage. It had been awhile since I had. I hit my steering wheel so many damn times, hands hurt. I had to actively stop from bashing my head into a door or a wall and/or punching a rock pathway. Overreacting? Yes. Irrational? Yes. Same way I felt about all this democracy destroying bullshit going on. Maybe overreacting? No I don’t think so. But you know what? I’m going to wake up on Wednesday, November 6th, 2024 and go to work. Unless I have a nervous breakdown, I mean, who knows, never say never. I could have another one any day I’m sure.
A break from the hell. I watched “What Comes Around” and “T.I.M” on Hulu this past weekend. Both movies were a rollercoaster of nonsense, but still some interesting twists. Would I watch again? No. But interesting. What Comes Around made me want to barf at times and T.I.M made me want to become violent with people.
I watched several clips of military parents surprising loved ones and wept with a fiery passion. My dad was in the military from my birth to age 24. I don’t remember the reunions that much. HOWEVER, my family’s style was to go to our airport (not that big at all at that time, so pretty fucking obvious who is walking down the hall) and have massive, hilarious signs and yell “DAD! DAD! CAN YOU SEE US?!? DO YOU SEE US DAD?!?” and there would be like maybe 30 people hanging out chuckling at how stupid we are. My dad would roll his eyes, smile and lumber towards us to embrace! That’s my family, we are hilarious. I did that all the time. It made me laugh and my sister laugh. My sister can deliver a tasty burn so smoothly, especially against me dad. She slays!
I watched Tommy Boy and Black Sheep recently. Chris Farley is dead. I wish he was alive and Trump was dead. Yep, I said it. Partly what got me canned from "X" "TWATTER PORNHUB WANNABE". Fuck Elon Musk. Why won't anyone stand up in congress and/or the debate and just be like "HEY THIS IS FUCKED UP"?
I wish you were alive and so many other people were dead. SO SO SO many other people.
Wonderful piece.
You hear what God said yesterday:
Dear Humans,
Like all of you, I am reeling from watching former President Donald Trump almost get assassinated today. I was on the toilet at the time, racing to finish up my holy shit, just so I could catch the coverage on MSNBC. Jesus was already there, crying his eyes out. So, let me be clear: I have an alibi! I was at home, with Jesus, in the loo. I ain’t going down for this!!!
Seriously, I had nothing to do with this. I strongly oppose the use of violence in almost every instance. The only exceptions being the Civil War, World War II, and the Star Wars Trilogy. I was the one who wrote ‘THOU SHALT NOT KILL’ almost 4,000 years ago. I was against killing before it was cool.