So my “phezisms” hit me randomly sometimes and I tend to get tangential when I write blogs. Instead of trying to fight it, I’m just going to let it happen. No one cares so I don’t need to overthink. Trump has invigorated and inspired ICE to ruin people’s lives, fuck the warrants, fuck due process, and hey they are just “doing their jobs’. Makes me sick. All those innocent people, lives ruined, families destroyed, ripping people apart. Makes me absolutely sick. Budget for war and guns inflating, everything else being cut, people getting fired left and right, decent folks we need to stay are resigning. They are arresting anyone who disagrees with these sickening practices. The top continue to make money.
Let’s just say I have been inundated with total insane misogyny, as well as my fellow ladies, especially with online dating. I know I said I was done online dating but I made a drunken mistake to download Bumble. But it was deleted about 3 days later. Way too expensive. Plus, despite matching and doing the messaging, was rejected 3 times with no explanation why or why the fuck you liked my profile. I sent someone my “perfect weekend” as they asked, then next time I open it up, they stopped the conversation. So I guess my weekend plans were bad. Plus, no lie I was shocked by how many were full on Christian and Conservative. In the day I have been duped multiple times into the “openminded” discussion that ultimately ends up being “no, it’s not a coincidence”. Then I’m like… “so.. open-minded?”. So even though I am actually open-minded, now I put Atheist no matter what and immediately reject Christian and immediately reject Conservative. So then I now am not open-minded to random profiles that say this, because I’m tired of the same ol’ lies and bullshit when men who identify as Conservative Christians say they are going to be “open-minded”. I also hate the “apolitical” people. Give me a fucking break. Pick a side asshole. Your privilege is showing. Must be nice to not have to care or be affected by the current political climate.
You know those shitty little metal rings that hold keychains together? They suck and the person who invented them sucks and the people that sell them suck. No matter how tight and closed you think those tiny rings are, they always end up opening up and my keychains fall to the floor in agony. A keychain from New Zealand, a rainbow kiwi did just that and I’m just glad I was there and witnessed it. I normally always just toss the stupid, small rings and hook it right to the main ring. I know, who cares, but it is ridiculous how shitty and pointless they are. Lost too many keychains, jewelry, so I’m done forever!
I’ve been trying rings, necklaces and bracelets, but ultimately I rarely actually want to wear anything. I do have a couple steampunk-esque necklaces and one is this fancy cat with a top hat, so sometimes I’ll wear those. But I tend to think “oh if I like wearing jewelry, I must wear everyday”. No actually I can do whatever I want everyday. It’s so weird how I have these revelations, like why am I forcing myself? I am Bipolar. I am Borderline. Everyday is something. I just need to accept that I’m a weirdo and random sometimes and stop trying to force myself to become this “better” “person” and maintain it everyday. A thing I do is have phases for drinks and food. Like I’ll eat lasagna for a month then I’m on stir fry. Or I’ll have hot tea for 6 weeks, then do cherry pepsi zero for 2 weeks, then back to iced tea, then maybe switch it up again. But I do like having several options for beverages. A typical night I have water, some sort of tea or juice, some sort of diet pop/soda and maybe a coffee. But once again I would find myself trying to force things. Dude, the soda can sit forever, you don’t have to drink it RIGHT AWAY. I’m such a lunatic. Right now I’m hardcore into espresso, hot tea and water. I’ve noticed I really like drinking from glass bottles. It helps me drink more water, feels like it tastes better, I know yeah right, maybe it’s a texture thing too.
Overweight✔️ Millennial✔️ Way past the point of being cute ✔️ Entire identity… HELL YEAH, I’m GRYFFINDOR BITCH!! HARRY P 4EVER!
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Back to ICE. The racism is so blatantly obvious, it’s embarrassing that people are willfully ignorant about it. Then we bring in racist, not homeless South Africans because they were whining like little bitches? And bitches get shit done. So actually they were whining like little micro penises and gargling trumps and elon’s balls.
Jon Stewart going off about why 1 death committed by a “migrant” or “illegal alien” is too many. Spending hundreds of millions to arrest anyone. However, daily gun violence resulting in over 100 deaths total and 6 children’s deaths DAILY and the 1% of gun violence - mass shootings - that eviscerate families and communities, 1 is fine, a bunch is like “meh guns don’t kill people”. Around 19:50is where he goes full on. The whole damn thing is great though.
Don’t you love how Elon quit the white house and is now dissing Trump? Once again, just fucking embarrassing. White House is a fucking clown show. I won’t fall for that shit. Fuck Elon now, then and forever. But not actually fuck him, because I’d rather fuck a cactus. It’s just appalling and humiliating that our fucking white house is The Real Housedouchebags of the White House. Jon Stewart & the Gang are fucking SLAYING on the Daily Show.
This guy is fucking great. YAS QUEEN. Agree on so many things. Housing and education!!
Jake Tapper’s Original Sin book. First of all, creepy weird title. He couldn’t stop plugging his book either. Like some BOMBSHELL, TELL ALL AAAAHHHH BOOK. Guess what? No one cares. We all saw with our own eyes that Biden was old and getting older. So the fuck what. I think it’s awesome that his book is bombing now. I officially think Jake Tapper is a complete douchebag now.
Thoughts on the Trump parade. Let’s be honest. That’s who it’s for.
He wants to let us all know that none of us matter (ones who make less than 500K, the 98%) and none of us are safe. He is excited to ruin the streets of DC and turn the 98% into broke, broken, desperate peons that only exist for increasing profit for the rich and greedy. Makes me absolutely sick to my stomach thinking about this parade. Truly gross. Embarrassing. We should be ashamed of ourselves that we let this presidency happen. He's forcing members of Congress out of spaces they are allowed to be, cuffing them and forcing them to the floor. He pardoned people that assaulted Capitol police and many of them turned out to be perverts and violent. Now he is attacking anyone he thinks should be removed from our country. We should give the statue of liberty back to France because we are doing the OPPOSITE of what it says. SICK. We are an absolute disgrace and the fucking joke of the globe. Members of Congress aren't even reading bills before they sign them. The BARE minimum of their job. Trump is the worse human that exists, let alone the worst president. I truly believe I would be 100x better and I have never thought that. Yes I am extremely intelligent and informed and compassionate (that’s right. I flexed) but now since we elected a fucking arrogant, asshole moron, I now think ANYONE could be a better president, and that is FUCKING PATHETIC.
45 million for the parade? Good idea?
FUCK NO. EDUCATION!!! HEALTHCARE!!! ENDING POVERTY!!!
IN the USA: 5 kids die a day from guns, 2 die daily from abuse/neglect. Kids die everyday from poverty, homelessness and inadequate insurance. THESE ARE JUST KID statistics. And we call ourselves PROLIFE? What a FUCKING JOKE. We could not give two fucking shits about kids. UNLESS they are WHITE and RICH. Have to be both. Green is the real color that counts. Don't get me wrong, this country is steaming with racism, but the poor whites are also homeless and underinsured, some of them are just so sad and pathetic they have to feel BETTER than someone, so they voted for Trump since he's gonna get rid of "those" people. Take ALL MONEY OUT OF POLITICS. Politicians should be public servants, like social workers, teachers or nurses. NOT RICH, entitled, over- privileged citizens who spend most of the time trying to get re-elected and who have way more vacation than any of us. Don't get me wrong, there are good politicians.
Watching the parade?
I'm going to watch Jon Stewart and the Daily Show correspondents rip it to shreds. I won't support any media that shows it live and pretends it’s okay and awesome. I'll just watch the real news later. News stations are firing people for saying negative things about Trump. WOW!!! And now Trump wants to ensure the RURAL communities, small towns, etc, lose the news COMPLETELY. Oh wait a minute, I thought those were his supporters and the "real" Americans.
RIP to one of my best friends after battling cancer. I wish I could have ripped the life out of so many, including myself, and given to you. You loved life and I will do my absolute fucking best to live loud for you. What a fucking inspiration you are. Fuck, I miss you. Too young. Deserved better. So fucking unfair 💔💜💛❤️
Internet friend made AI images of things I said. Totally mad I love these. Cuz I still hate AI.